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When he died, I felt alone. I had a dream real enough that I remember it well. In a bank parking lot on Main Street in SLC, we talked about allowing evil to happen. It was right after I had taken a severe personal risk to save a life, with the help of my team at Eaton Kenway. I should have followed his advise better and fear that my current circumstance is the result. Too ill to survive starting over again. Too energetic in fighting evil that I can not get others to resist the desire to cause me harm. I wish he was still alive, I felt safer. My main Gift of the Holy Spirit is verse 14, he provided 13:
D&C 46: 13 To some it is given by the Holy Ghost to know that Jesus Christ is the Son of God, and that he was crucified for the sins of the world.
14 To others it is given to believe on their words, that they also might have eternal life if they continue faithful.
This gift is a two-way sword because the betral of those with this gift by those who have come to believe they are the followers of Christ cuts them deeply. And Satan knowing those can use the carelessness and sometimes intentions of fellow followers of Christ, their group or quorum, and even their leaders to hack at their believing in their words. I believe this is the gateway gift too many of the other gives and that the Nones have this gift and that Satan uses it against them driving them out of organized religions. Satans being able to use others to weekend this gift, weekends the other possible gifts. This is his main tool in causing harm to me and explains my current predicament, along with my drawing too much attention to me exhausting myself.